I walk into the bar and I see a guy I like straight away. This comes to me naturally, I don’t even intend to meet someone. Sometimes I just want to have a good night with the girls, but I can’t help eyeing men and usually end up talking to some hotties.
This one is different. He doesn’t seem interested in me and avoids my stare, so I give up. At some point we end up standing at the bar, waiting for our drinks. I look him up and can see that he’s pretty young. I say hi and our conversation flows. He buys me a drink, we have a couple of shots, we laugh. I enjoy his company. ‘How old are you, child?’I finally ask. ’24. How old are you?’ he asks. ‘Older…much older’ I say and keep teasing him about his age the whole night.
The conversation goes from age problems, to sex and things I could teach him. Well, he actually says that. I say that I don’t do one night stands.
We exchange telephone numbers and he kisses me before I go home.
We meet the next day for a drink. He’s fun to be around. I am really attracted to him. But then there is an awkward moment and I can’t figure out if he fancies me. I go to the toilet and text my Lovely Friend to say that I’m ok and he’s fine, but the last couple of minutes have been a bit awkward. She advises me to end the date and go home. I come back and start saying that I need to go. ‘What? Why?’ he asks ‘Please stay. Please. Let’s have another drink. I want to hang out with you some more.’ he says. I’m surprised. I agree to have a small drink with him. I let him kiss me.
After that last drink we are both a bit tipsy. ‘Maybe we should go’ I say. ‘Maybe we should do something else?’ he says. ‘Like what? What do you want to do?’ I ask. He sits quietly for a while and blushes like a girl. ‘I think you do know’ he says. ‘No’ I say ‘Tell me.’ He looks at me with his blue eyes and says ‘I want you to take me home with you tonight’. I swallow. I stare at him and don’t know what to say for a bit. ‘Not tonight’ I say ‘You know I don’t do one night stands’. He smiles and says that it wouldn’t be a one night stand. ‘hahahaha pleassseee man!’ I think, but don’t say anything.
This morning I was joggling texting with Number 5 and Number 6. Number 5 is my less sexual fling, a guy I want to watch a movie and talk. He’s been texting me since yesterday – just casual things about names, birthdays, my home town. At one point he said I was hot though.
Number 6 is my sexual fantasy, a guy I want to shag, but also someone I don’t want to lose. I don’t want to sleep with him and watch him dress and leave my flat and never come back. Even though he is 24.
I am going to the cinema with him. He’s going on holiday in a few days and said he wanted to see me before he goes, so I’m going out…again. Am I lucky or not?
Why does the whole thing seem so wrong, but feel so nice?
infinitymadness2 said:
I don’t know how old you are but think hey, if you enjoy his company, and he enjoys yours, why not?
divorcedandsingleblog said:
I’m a 32 year old cradle snatcher π
infinitymadness2 said:
OMG that’s only 8 years!
divorcedandsingleblog said:
hahah only? yeah, when I watched Beverly Hills and salivated over Dylan, he was in his nappies anyway, I’ll enjoy him until I can.
Singleisms said:
Age is mind over matter. If you don’t mind, it doesn’t matter. But if you DO mind, then just have fun while you can! π
divorcedandsingleblog said:
It doesn’t bother me as much for now, so I guess it doesn’t matter π
Divorced Kat said:
LOVE IT! Sounds fun, but you’re also challenging yourself. I think part of the fun of dating is to open up new parts of yourself, and dating someone younger just might do that. Have some hot sex and blog about it, please. Thank you! π
divorcedandsingleblog said:
hmmm I haven’t looked at it like that. Maybe you’re right. I’m so ready to have hot sex with him π
Hannah Noir said:
Oh man is there anything more sexy than a shy cute man!!
PS Next blog ‘Divorcedandsingle’s tips on how to pull men’ please π
divorcedandsingleblog said:
not sure if there’s any advice I could give. you probably need to be born as me π